Beth (B) – A little sticky this a.m. Help me today to feel you, see you, hear you – I don’t know what to pray. Release Lord. Restore Lord. We need you more Lord. It’s not that I don’t want to hear what you have to say but I am challenged by this (tough circumstances) – staying, listening and believing. And I am reminding myself:
You are good all the time
You are love and you love me
You know everything and know all my feelings
You are not confused
You are wise above and beyond what I can understand
(You God have) Good things for your kids
(You will) Never leave me nor forsake me
(You will) Never ever let me down
(I am) Always safe
(I am) Protected
I am loved
Grace, peace, joy, mercy – I need all of that. I want to be – just be
Pressure off – no should, could, would, no judgments, no anger, no bitterness, no doubt, no fear
That is what I want
I want faith and expectancy
You are the God of miracles and you have this set up for a BIG miracle – BIG Lord – BIG Miracle – Thank you Lord.
B – (and into devotional) Well this is exactly what I needed to hear today – that is it – be – Be – Be – be listening, be loving, be a hope giver, be a faith builder, be for GOD – in my words and actions – it isn’t an act, it is the truth – TRUER than the circumstances – it is real – it is what glorifies the Lord – truth, light, love, grace – thank you Lord.
God (G) – I am listening – I am safe – I am peace – I am good.
B – ok.
And a few days later,
G – Yes sweet girl – not your way – well done – well done little one. You did not do to solve – you rested/trusted me and it is true – loved overwhelming – and that is true. Thank you for giving me permission to be God in your heart and God of your heart.
Excerpt from Truth In Hard Places