Month: June 2024

Has there ever been a place inside you so deep that any light is excruciating? It happened to me when I was in the midst of miscarriages. It would swallow me whole and leave me empty. It sometimes still creeps near, even now, though I am quicker to believe the truth and see the deep pit full of

I started writing as I was worshipping you God, My ideas, plans, reasoning, opinions are limited by lack of information, false beliefs, lies, misinformation. There is a call to Truth. What does God say in scripture and then hearing and aligning all thoughts and imagination with that truth. The rest is of no use to God and breeds

Beth (B) – It’s all nonsense. It is ridiculous and I will not be shaken – I AM standing that is it – PERIOD – I will not look to left or right – just standing – I can not process all the mess. What is rest? God (G) – The REST – enter into my rest –

Beth (B) – Something really big in this time about being “rightly” aligned with you. What do you see Lord? God (G) – Beautiful – exactly designed and created for this time and season to bring glory to my name – be you – not for any other but for me – be your giggling, joyful self, love

God (G) – Lovely and delightful – you are good – you are good. I love you Beth delightful – you are good – you are good! No strain no stress no battle You are mine and I am yours We sit we laugh we idle And you are mine yes, you are mine All the time –

God (G) – Relax in my peaceful presence. Do not bring performance pressures into our sacred space of communion. When you are with someone you trust completely, you feel free to be yourself. This is one of the joys of true friendship. Though I am Lord of lords and King of kings, I also desire to be your

I started my time asking this question reluctantly, Beth (B) – How do I look Lord? God (G) – Beautiful. B – Almost not asking what does that mean? G – Truly faithful, luminescent (looked up definition: something or someone that glows or emits light) with me in you, ravishing to my eye and not even fully knowing

I never once suspected that you could do all you did until I knew you at your knee and knew I was your kid. I always hoped you loved me as my heart longed to be loved and it wasn’t ‘til I heard you that I knew that you were love. In every place I needed and longed

Beth (B) – Thank you that I am enough. You are BIG. I am your girl. You love me You adore me You treasure my heart and protect it You are revealing bits that need more truth Lord. Breathing deeply – Holy Spirit…. What Lord – What say you? God (G) – Still I am – ever Focus